Kanji
溶けてしまいそうな
真っ白な君を包んだやさしい光も
降り止まぬ雨のような
透明な君をぬらした涙も
今は見えない 見えない 見えない
君にふれたい ふれたい
本当の僕じゃないんだ ないんだ
君を傷つける事しか
知らないわけじゃないんだ
ないんだ ねぇ こんなにやさしい歌
君のため歌ってるよ
壊れてしまいそうな
やわな心を包んだやさしい君の手も
疲れ果てて眠る
子どものような静かな寝顔も
好きと言えない 言えない 言えない
君にふれたい ふれたい
本当の僕は君がそばにいなくちゃ
目をあける事すら怖くて
明日を見つめることも出来ないよ
ねぇ こんなに悲しい歌
誰のため歌ってるの?
君を拒んで 拒んで 拒んで
君は困って 困って泣いてた
本当の僕じゃないんだ ないんだ
君を傷つける事しか
知らないわけじゃないんだ
ないんだ ねぇ こんなにやさしい歌
君のため歌ってるよ
今の僕は言えるよ 言えるんだよ
どんな幸せな未来より
君といる一秒が大切だよ
こんなに愛しい歌
いつかは笑って うたえるかな |
Romaji
tokete shimai sou na
masshiro na kimi wo tsutsunda yasashii hikari mo
furi yamanu ame no you na
toumei na kimi wo nurashita namida mo
ima wa mie nai mie nai mie nai
kimi ni furetai furetai
hontou no boku ja nainda nainda
kimi wo kizutsukeru koto shika
shira nai wake ja nainda
nainda nee konna ni yasashii uta
kimi no tame utatteru yo
kowarete shimai sou na
yawana kokoro wo tsutsunda yasashii kimi no te mo
tsukare hate te nemuru
kodomo no you na shizuka na negao mo
suki to ie nai ie nai ie nai
kimi ni furetai furetai
hontou no boku wa kimi ga soba ni inakucha
me wo akeru koto sura kowakute
asu wo mitsumeru koto mo deki nai yo
nee konnani kanashii uta
dare no tame utatteru no?
kimi wo kobande kobande kobande
kimi wa komatte komatte naiteta
hontou no boku ja nainda nainda
kimi wo kizutsukeru koto shika
shira nai wake ja nainda
nainda nee konna ni yasashii uta
kimi no tame utatteru yo
ima no boku wa ieru yo ierun da yo
donna shiawase na mirai yori
kimi to iru ichibyou ga taisetsu da yo
konnani itoshii uta
itsuka wa waratte utaeru ka na |
Translation
I miss the gentle light that used to wrap you around
while you looked so frail and almost translucently clear.
I miss the tears that used to keep on falling
like rain while wetting your clear face.
But those are no longer here with me. I cannot see them. I cannot see them.
I’d love to feel your presence. I’d love to feel your presence.
It wasn’t who I really was.
I know things other than
how to hurt your feelings.
Hey, I am singing a gentle song
just for you.
I miss your frail hands that used to gently hold me
while I acted immaturely.
I miss watching you asleep from exhaustion
while you looked like a peaceful child.
But I cannot say that I love you. I cannot. I cannot.
I’d love to feel your presence. I’d love to feel your presence.
I can only be sincere when you are with me.
I am so afraid I can barely
Open my eyes to face the future.
Hey, I am singing such a sad song.
And I wonder who I am dedicating this song to.
I refused your presence over and over.
Now I am crying because I am lost and confused without you.
It wasn’t who I really was.
I know things other than
how to hurt your feelings.
Hey, I am singing a gentle song
just for you.
I can say this to you now. Yes, I can.
It is more important for me to spend a mere second with you than a happy future without you.
It’s such an adorable song.
I wonder if I can sing this song with smile one day. |
