Toudai (Lighthouse) 灯台

     

"Toudai" was the eighth track on Aya's sixth album "Double Rainbow"

Mus/Lyr/Arr: Tateki Kobayashi (小林建樹)

Album version:

 

Translated by H!P46

Kanji

 

いいとこなしだね あなたの前では 気持ち隠しておどけてた
あなたが彼女の 話をするたび 何度も胸が張り裂けたんだ

気づかれちゃいけない想いが 私のことを 縛り付けていくよ

泣きたくて 胸が痛くて 届くはずない 想いがつのるよ
あの笑顔 心しめつける 彼女に向けた笑顔

会うのが怖くて メールも無視した このまま離れてしまいたい

愛しさを知って傷ついて 傷つくたびに また会いたくなる

思い出にしてしまえれば あふれ出しそうな 涙も止めれる
また会えるときにはあなたの 明日を照らせるように

過ごした時が 強いキズナに 変わってゆくよ

もしいつか 困った顔の あなたがいたなら 背中を押せるよ
いつだって 飛んでゆくから わたしは ずっと 友達

Romaji

 

Ii toko nashi da ne Anata no mae de wa Kimochi kakushite odoketeta
Anata ga kanojo no Hanashi wo suru tabi Nando mo mune ga harisaketa n da

Kizukarecha ikenai omoi ga Watashi no koto wo shibaritsuketeiku yo

Nakitakute Mune ga itakute Todoku hazu nai Omoi ga tsunoru yo
Ano egao Kokoro shimetsukeru Kanoji ni muketa egao

Au no ga kowakute Meeru mo mushi shita Kono mama hanareteshimaitai

Itoshisa wo shitte Kizutuite Kizutsuku tabi ni Mata aitaku naru

Omoide ni shiteshmaereba Afuredashisou na Namida mo tomereru
Mata aeru toki ni wa anata no asu wo teraseru you ni

Sugoshita toki ga Tsuyoi kizuna ni Kawatteyuku yo

Moshi itsu ka Komatta kao no Anata ga ita nara Senaka wo oseru yo
Itsu datte Tondeyuku kara Watashi wa Zutto Tomodachi

Translation

 

There's no good time is there? In front of you I hid my feelings and
joked about whenever you talked about your girlfriend it rent my heart

The thoughts that must not be noticed will tie me down

I want to cry and my heart hurts, thoughts that I don't expect to reach You build up that smile, that smile to her that crushes my heart

I'm afraid to see you and ignored your mail. I'd like to leave you like this

Knowing affection hurts but whenever it hurts I want to see you again

If I return to my memories even my welling tears can be stemmed
When I get to see you again I can be the one to shine on your tomorrow

The time we spent together will change into tight bonds

If one day you should be with a troubled face I can give you a push
I'll always fly to you; I'll be your friend forever

Performances

Concert / TV Show / Other
Date
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Concert Tour 2007 ~Double Rainbow~
2007
hicbc Free Live
2008
FC Event Maniac Live Vol.1
2008
STB139 Concerts 2008
2008
FC Event Maniac Live Vol.2
2009
Concert Tour 2009 ~Omoi Afurete~
2009
Cotton Club Concerts 2010
2010
10th Anniversary Best Live
2011
Luxury Christmas Night 2013
2013