Subject: Sayonara (Subject: Goodbye) subject:さようなら

     

"Subject: Sayonara" was the sixteenth track on Aya's ninth album
"10th Anniversary Best" written for her by Mariya Takeuchi

Mus/Lyr: Mariya Takeuchi (竹内まりや)

Album version:

 

Translated by suki beam

Kanji

 

途絶えたメールのそのわけを
うすうす気づいていたけれど
あなたの口から聞くまでは
信じたくはない自分がいたの

新しい恋人の名前
私の知ってるあの子なら
少し残酷すぎませんか?
わざわざ友達選ぶなんて・・・

過ごした時間の長さより
ふいの誘惑に勝てなかった

あなたと会えなくなる前に
本当の気持ちを知りたくて
何度も送ったあのメールに
どうして返事をくれないの

どんなに冷たくされたって
心の底から憎めない
それほど愛した人だから
せめても去り際 潔く

重さ疎まれるような恋
卒業しなくちゃ みじめなだけ

「さようなら」「さようなら」とひと言の
メールを打つ指が震えてる
「送信しました」その画面に
溢れる涙がこぼれてく

「さようなら」「さようなら」もう二度と
追わない覚悟を決めたあとで
馴染んだアドレスを消しながら
「元気でいてね」とつぶやいた

「さようなら」「さようなら」のひと言を
今度はあの子にも送ったの
友情と恋の両方とも
一度になくした寒い夜

Romaji

 

todaeta meeru no sono wake wo
usuusu kizuite ita keredo
anata no kuchi kara kiku made wa
shinjitaku wa nai jibun ga ita no

atarashii koibito no namae
watashi no shitteru ano ko nara
sukoshi zankoku sugimasen ka?
wazawaza tomodachi erabu nante...

sugoshita jikan no nagasa yori
fui no yuuwaku ni katenakatta

anata to aenakunaru mae ni
hontou no kimochi wo shiritakute
nandomo okutta ano meeru ni
doushite henji wo kurenai no

donna ni tsumetaku saretatte
kokoro no soko kara nikumenai
sorehodo aishita hito dakara
semete mo sari giwa isagiyoku

omosa utomareru youna koi
sotsugyou shinakucha mijimena dake

"sayonara" "sayonara" to hito koto no
meeru wo butsu yubi ga furueteru
"soushin shimashita" sono gamen ni
afureru namida ga koboreteku

"sayonara" "sayonara" mou ni do to
owanai kakugo wo kimeta ato de
najinda ADORESU wo keshinagara
"genki de ite ne" to tsubuyaita

"sayonara" "sayonara" no hito koto wo
kondo wa ano ko ni mo okutta no
yuujou to koi no ryouhoutomo
ichido ni nakushita samui yoru

Translation

 

When your e-mails stopped
I vaguely noticed, but
I didn't want to believe it until
I heard it from your own mouth

The name of your new lover,
if it's true, is someone I know
Isn't that just a little cruel?
Choosing one of my friends ...

After all that time we spent,
you didn't conquer a sudden tempation

Prior to this mess with you,
I wanted to discover how real feelings are
I sent many e-mails asking
why I haven't received a reply

How cold-hearted you've been made
From the bottom of my heart, I can't hate you
Because you were a beloved person
What's more, you bravely left me

Love made me feel like I could ignore my weight
I must graduate, but I'm miserable

"Goodbye" "Goodbye" were his words
He typed them in an e-mail that has me trembling
"I sent that" was on the screen
My overflowing tears are falling

"Goodbye" "Goodbye" That's twice already
After resolving myself to this, I won't pursue you
I got used to it while erasing your address
"Be well, okay" I mutter

"Goodbye" "Goodbye" were the words he used
This time, I will send that girl
Friendship and love for them both
On a cold night, I lost everything at once

Performances

Concert / TV Show / Other
Date
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10th Anniversary Best Live
2011
Tasuki ~Tsunagari Omoi~
2012
FC Event 2012 Maniac Live Vol.4
2012
Luxury Christmas Night 2013
2013